The Helpers

One of my heroes, Fred Rogers, said that whenever there is a tragedy look for the helpers. They will always be there and it will encourage you. This is no exception. My helpers are all around the world. Some are praying. Some send cards and notes. Some phone or text. Some are bringing food or giving rides. Some are giving gifts. Some are nurses and doctors who care for me. I am thankful for each one. 

My first chemo treatment was Thursday. It was a long day. We arrived at Fox Chase at 9:15 and did not leave until after 5. It went as well as could be expected. I was given 7 drugs one at a time. Zantac was first to help my stomach with the rest. Then there were two allergy drugs, two anti nausea drugs and two chemo drugs. I don't know all the names but the chemo drugs are carboplatin and taxil. They are supposed to halt the rapid multiplication of cancer cells going on in my body. Unfortunately they kill off any rapidly reproducing cells healthy or unhealthy including mouth and throat and hair. I felt fine that day and Friday. I have felt a little rough ever since. I am doing my best to prevent the common side effects with drinking water and eating as well as I can. I don't eat sugar or white flour or white anything. I was already doing this before my diagnosis but now I am more strict with myself. I am eating more vegetables and fruit and less meat. I drink at least three cups of green tea a day. I also try to walk 20-30 minutes a day. I hope to continue my yoga class and a water exercise class twice a week once the port heals. 

There is a lot of waiting when I go for treatment and I am thankful for company. I take books, knitting, games and coloring books to pass the time. I also take drinks and snacks.